Tim Høiland
28Jan/10Off

Where I’ll be in 19 days

Since you’re reading this, I suppose there’s a good chance you know me. And if you know me, you’d probably be able to point to some pretty specific things I’m passionate about. So it may come to you as a surprise that at a certain moment this past fall I realized I was way too scattered to be of any use.

I was wrapping up grad school, on the job hunt, and being very introspective about who I am and what I want out of life and what God might want out of my life and how all of that might possibly fit together (people like us keep Moleskine in business, I’m convinced). This period of soul searching and re-evaluation came at the end of what was perhaps the most eventful year of my life - some parts good, some parts bad - and at age 27 I realized that while I didn’t have any money and there were certainly no jobs, the possibilities were in a strange sense limitless.

And this is where the scattered thing comes in. Because while in a certain sense ‘social justice’ serves as an umbrella for everything I’m passionate about, it definitely leaves a lot of specifics unaddressed. But I took a look at my life and realized that while I am fascinated with Maasai rituals and would love to sit around in hookah lounges in Istanbul or eat copious amounts of naan and curry in Kolkatta while watching cricket, I already have a natural connection to Latin America and perhaps I shouldn’t overlook the significance of that.

So now I write in the closing days of my internship here in DC, having just booked a flight to Costa Rica. I’ll be joining some friends in San Rafael de Vara Blanca, a small town near the epicenter of an earthquake that hit almost exactly a year before the one in Haiti. Tomás and his family moved back to San Rafael last fall and have started a nonprofit called the Association for Development through Education (ADE).

During my two months there we’ll be trying to figure out whether this might be a good long-term possibility for me, but in the meantime I’ll be pitching in however I can as ADE gets off the ground and begins welcoming students. I plan to travel a bit and do some writing for publication, Lord willing, and I hope to brush up on my Spanish enough to be considered just about bilingual.

To those ends, I have revamped this blog so as to better document my adventures. If you’re the praying type, I’d appreciate prayers for wisdom as I try to figure out whether Costa Rica is the place where God would have me serve as his instrument of shalom for the next year or two or three.

I've come to the conclusion through all of this that times of introspection have their place, but at a certain point they become, frankly, quite a drag. I want to be able to stop spending so much time analyzing my life and to begin actually living it again, and I'm hoping that one way or another, these two months will be an important step in that direction.

Comments Closed

Comments (39) Trackbacks (0)
  1. Good luck, Tim, from one of your old CAG classmates! And keep on blogging – I’ve been enjoying the posts for a long time.

  2. Tim, we’ve never met but we’ve corresponded. I think you’re pretty awesome… And I’m not surprised at the limitless possibilities. You should consider interning with LEAD in Bangladesh or DC this year. Let me know what you think. Peace, Paul

  3. KEEP BUILDING STREET CRED FOR 2024!
    See you at the SLD reunion, God-willing.

  4. Just a fast hello and also to thank you for discussing your ideas on this page. I wound up in your weblog right after researching physical fitness connected issues on Yahoo… guess I lost track of what I had been performing! Anyway I’ll be back as soon as again inside the future to verify out your blogposts down the road. Thanks!

  5. Nice share admin , this is a interesting blog u have here

  6. Nice share admin , this is a interesting blog u have here

  7. i love the way u write, i will segure boockmark it!

  8. Apple now has Rhapsody as an app, which is a great start, but it is currently hampered by the inability to store locally on your iPod, and has a dismal 64kbps bit rate. If this changes, then it will somewhat negate this advantage for the Zune, but the 10 songs per month will still be a big plus in Zune Pass’ favor.

  9. Good read … headline catchy … good points, some of which I have learned along the way as well (humility, grace, layoff the controversial stuff). Will share with my colleagues at work as we begin blogging from a corporate perspective. Thanks!

  10. Sterling work, my good fellow.

  11. Hi Everyone we love y0ur web-site a lot liked it thank y0u keep it up!

  12. nice what a powerful source of info added to yahoo!buzz thanx

  13. i was reading throught some of the posts and i find them to be altogether interesting. abject my english is not exaclty the exceptionally best. would there be anyway to transalte this into my language, spanish. it would in reality help me a lot. since i could compare the english terminology to the spanish language.

  14. Pretty insightful submit. Never thought that it was this simple after all. I had spent a excellent deal of my time looking for someone to explain this subject clearly and you’re the only one that ever did that. Kudos to you! Keep it up

  15. You are a very intelligent individual!

  16. You are a very capable individual!

  17. can I link to your post?

  18. Say thanks for a especially clear and useful post. I am most certainly a violator of lots of these rules. I typically unearth me personally conflicted when creating a blog submit because I see myself personally writing more than folks choose to learn, but I really feel that I should do the topic matter justice by completely protecting it. I believe that by pursuing a number of these procedures I stop up cutting out crucial aspects on the discussion. I guess you could have to uncover a stability. href=”http://www.buysale.ro.”>Anunturi Romania

  19. great way to start the day out

  20. Well I really liked reading it. This subject procured by you is very useful for accurate planning.

  21. Noticed web page del.icio.us currently desired it.. saved check .. As Noob, we often looking online posts me. Best wishes!

  22. It is rare for me to find something on the internet that is as entertaining and intriguing as what you have got here. Your page is lovely, your graphics are great, and what’s more, you use reference that are relevant to what you’re talking about. You are definitely one in a million, keep up the good work!

  23. What a stunning blog post! Thnx for spreading this points.

  24. Useful information, I am realy interested in ths topic!

  25. If e-cigarettes are made illegal, I don’t know what I’m going to do. I am 41 and started smoking when I was 10. NOTHING has ever helped me to stop smoking tobacco cigarettes until I found the e-cigarette. I do know that if I can’t vape, I’ll be forced to go back to real cigarettes and I don’t want to do that.

  26. Payday Loans are quite easily available and the people across the world are going for the payday loans.

  27. Far or forgot to me is nearShadow and sunlight are the sameThe vanished gods to me appearAnd one to me are shame and fame.They reckon ill who leave me outWhen me they fly, I am the wingsI am the doubter and the doubt,And I the hymn the Brahmin sings.

  28. You are a very bright person!

  29. Heard about this website from my friend. He pointed me right here and informed me I’d discover what I need. He was correct! I got all the concerns I had, answered. Didn’t even take lengthy to seek out it. Adore the fact that you produced it so simple for people like me.

  30. This domain seems to get a large ammount of visitors. How do you get traffic to it? It offers a nice individual spin on things. I guess having something useful or substantial to talk about is the most important factor.

  31. I often read your blog and always find it very interesting. Thought it was about time i let you know , Keep up the great worklicensed mortgage banker

  32. I love when you talk about this type of stuff in your posts. Perhaps could you continue this?

  33. I regret, that I can help nothing. I hope, you will find the correct decision.

  34. Good post and straight to the point. I am not sure if this is really the best place to ask but do you guys have any ideea where to hire some professional writers? Thanks in advance :)

  35. it’s receive good finance interest rates on financial savings as of late. banks typically are not presenting very good interest rates

  36. Passages Malibu offers an exclusive drug rehab and alcohol rehab treatment program with two private luxury California rehab centers with a focus on curing …

  37. A great handbag is a true companion. It not only holds all your essentials while you’re running out and about, it also tells others just how well put together you are. A girl who pays attention to the details of her accessories – the handbag being one of the most important – is a girl who is well put together in general. She’s a girl who can triple the impact of her outfit with just the right bag extending from her hand. Through the history of fashion, a fabulous bag means “you’ve got class.”

  38. Cant believe the giants won the worldseries!

  39. Acai Berry is really a great option for the weight losers and the people across the world are trying to get various ways to get fit and maintain their fitness.


Trackbacks are disabled.